Dec 21 2008
My Past Comes Back to Haunt Me
Okay, so I’ve definitely chosen not to take the medication. My next move in this game plan is to look back into my past and see what, if anything, could have been a sign of things to come. I wondered if events in my past mattered at all in contributing to my MS. Certain cancers and other diseases have no particular link, maybe mine didn’t either.
I can remember a brief period in my life when I got dizzy and passed out. My first episode occurred in college. That continued on and off for a few years and suddenly stopped altogether. I wonder if this has any connection to having MS. I remember always being very hot - my body temperature would rise quickly and I’d be beet red and sweaty, especially during and after exercise. I was one of those people who always was more comfortable wearing less clothing and being barefoot, no matter what the weather. I wondered if that had any connection to MS. I have always had poor circulation in my legs. Did that have any connection to MS? I had mononucleosis as a teen. Any connection there? I had a benign tumor removed from my left leg (hamstring area) last year. Connection?
I was delving into my past to try and find some kind of answer. I have actually been, in my opinion, pretty healthy all my life. Or so I thought. I have always been active. I exercise six days a week. I practice karate. I practice yoga. I eat clean and healthy 80% of the time. I take vitamins and supplements. I don’t smoke. I drink on social occasions. Looking into my past, I guess I am desperate to be able to put my finger on something and say “Aha…that is when/how/where I could have gotten MS.” But I am still at a loss. Maybe it’s just one of those things and there’s no connection whatsoever.